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Intro (Alone) [DEMO]
02:33
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LYRICS:
''It begins where it ends...in nothingness.
A nightmare born from deepest fears, coming to me unguarded...
Whispering images unlocked from time and distance.
A soul unbound - touched by others but never held.
On a course charted by some unseen hand.
The journey ahead promising no more than my past reflecting back upon me.
Until at last, I reach the end, facing a truth I can no longer deny.
Alone, as ever.''
Scully's monologue, The X-Files, S05E07, ''Emily''
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Ecce Homo [DEMO]
04:35
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LYRICS:
There's a force in me, so strong, indestructible, unstoppable
It's keeping me on my path in spite of evil mouths and vicious eyes
Each and every step forward I take is a result of my unbreakable will
My actions are pure, my deeds virtuous, oh how I wish you could be like me
One day my name will be known to everyone who once lived on Earth
And my speeches, so profound, will become the history of things to come
I know all the secrets of the world, I understand the matter that surrounds us
I believe in life, I am enthralled in essence, I am the ideal of mankind
I rise, beyond the mundane and trivial
I'm becoming divine, I know my fate, I feel no fear
I was once just like you, fragile, blind and full of hate
But I found the strength to evolve, after I heard that God was dead
I rise, beyond the mundane and trivial
I'm becoming divine, I know my fate, I feel no fear
I'm at peace with everything around me, I know what's good, I know what's fair
I can learn from my past-life flaws and mistakes to make the world a better place
I can see your anguish, I can fell despair, you've been staring at the abyss for far too long
Soon everything is going to change, the dawn of men has begun
When you find your house of cards destroyed
You'll notice how meaningless your life is
You'll see how small you are and you'll wish to leave it all behind
I'll be there, I'll give you a hand, reach out for it and walk by my side
I'll teach you how you can be transcendent like me
I'll teach you the way of Übermensch
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LYRICS:
Hold my hand just for a moment, my candle is melting down
I don't want to go without feeling your warmth one last time
(And) This air I breathe is so foul and stale
I'm disgusted by my odds to fail
I can't force myself to live another night
I'm slowly giving up, surrendering this rigged fight
As I lay on my deathbed, I can clearly see life was the cruelest game
Just another soul gone astray, just another name fading away in vain
I regret every day I lived without you walking by my side
At the end I've got nothing more to say
Farewell, my love, goodbye
I deeply cherish all the brief moments of joy when I was your adored chosen one
And though you left me there to drown in the rain, I'd do it all again, in spite of all the pain
There's nothing left to do, there's nothing more I can give, (but please)
Spend my last seconds with me, guide me into an everlasting sleep
As I lay on my deathbed, I can clearly see life was the cruelest game
Just another soul gone astray, just another name fading away in vain
I regret every day I lived without you walking by my side
At the end I've got nothing more to say
Farewell, my love, goodbye
Goodbye
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LYRICS:
I've seen the bright light dancing in the night sky
It wasn't my imagination, it was something larger than life
Aeons of time, vast unknown outer space, how could we be alone
For as long as I remember I've been looking for the signs
I've been searching for the proof, risking my life
And when I came so close to an answer, everything started to crumble down
They don't want us to know that there is more than meets the eye
Denying knowledge, hiding the truth, force-feeding us their lies
There's so much we have to learn about the world that surrounds us
But those who have the power are in total control
They regulate what you see, they know what you think
And if you try to resist them, they will hunt you down
They don't want us to know that there is more than meets the eye
Denying knowledge, hiding the truth, force-feeding us their lies
They will says it's all in my head if I unmask this mendacity
They will lock me up and shut my mouth – invasion of insanity
''The truth is out there. But so are lies.''
I'm never going to give up, you can't stop me now
I'll do whatever it takes to show the world what is real
You can watch me from the distance or you can join me on this crusade
The truth is out there, it has always been, open your eyes and you will see
There's so much more to life, you just have to believe
They don't want us to know that there is more than meets the eye
Denying knowledge, hiding the truth, force-feeding us their lies
They will says it's all in my head if I unmask this mendacity
They will lock me up and shut my mouth – invasion of insanity
The truth is out there
(I want to believe)
The truth is out there
(Invasion of insanity)
The truth is out there
(I want to believe)
The truth is out there
(Invasion of insanity)
I want to believe
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LYRICS:
I came to life one fateful night
And I've finally seen your face
You were lost in sorrow and grief
Your livid eyes were turning grey
You suffered so long but never cared
To ask for a helping hand
Now I'm here to end your pain
Soon everything will come to an end
What would you do if you knew that your negligence created me
What would you do if you knew that you could have avoided me
When you close your eyes you'll know I'm near
The unknown presence, the greatest dose of fear
I've been hiding for many years
But now it's time to finally reappear
And if you try to run, and if you try to hide
You'll fail and feel despair
Wherever you go, I'll follow you
Don't resist and let me absorb your misery
I have the power to heal
And to fix what is wrong
I can cure your broken soul
I am yours forever and you are mine
It was meant to be
Nothing can separate us now
Aside from murder-suicide
I want to spend eternity with you
The two of us coexisting with numbness and pain
I'll cover you with roses and stardust
Don't be afraid (don't be afraid)
You should have realized by now that there's no way out of this
Your fragile mind will collapse and I shall prevail
When you close your eyes you'll know I'm near
The unknown presence, the greatest dose of fear
I've been hiding for many years
But now it's time to finally reappear
And if you try to run, and if you try to hide
You'll fail and feel despair
Wherever you go, I'll follow you
And if you try to run, and if you try to hide
You'll fail and feel despair
Wherever you go, I'll follow you
I'll follow you
End it all...
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The Forgotten One [DEMO]
06:39
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LYRICS:
As I sit in this darkened room
Autumn is nearly coming to an end
Cold walls are forcing me to question my existence
I did nothing significant, I failed
I always thought my time would come
And I would rise to shine like the Sun
I was so wrong, I'll never be known
It's my destiny to be the forgotten one
Sometimes I wonder why was it meant to be this way
I gave all I had in me, but to no avail
What doesn't kill me is going to make me weaker for sure
Until I finally give up and accept the truth
I always thought my time would come
And I would rise to shine like the Sun
I was so wrong, I'll never be known
It's my destiny to be the forgotten one
Nothing can change this fate of mine
My future was set before I was born
From now on I will put no effort into life
It's my destiny to be the forgotten one
Some people are meant to change the world
And guide mankind through the night
To spread wisdom, hope and joy
And create a bright future for us all
Some people are meant to secure freedom
And to protect us from evil within
And then you have me, who's got nothing to give,
Nothing to live for and nothing to achieve
Now I know that my life is pointless and bleak and I will not resist
No more shooting for the stars, no more planning ahead,
I'll bury my hopes and dreams
(I'll bury them alive)
I always thought my time would come
And I would rise to shine like the Sun
I was so wrong, I'll never be known
It's my destiny to be the forgotten one
Nothing can change this fate of mine
My future was set before I was born
From now on I will put no effort into life
It's my destiny to be the forgotten one
I always thought my time would come
And I would rise to shine like the Sun
I was so wrong... Forever... The forgotten one...
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Aurora [DEMO]
08:00
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LYRICS:
I've been wandering on a pitch black night with an infinite chasm in my heart
I was lost in the endless fight between my desires and reality
Then it appeared in front of me, grandiose in its complexity
Born of the mighty solar wind with power to alter lives of those in need
I yearn...
Northern lights, majestic curtains in the sky
Regenerate my soul, make me whole
Northern lights, the entrance into another world
Let me be the one to find the true meaning of life
I wasn't born under a lucky star, everything I've done turned out so wrong
And I felt like I should end it all a thousand times or more
There was a fire in me that once burned so high and bright
Help me regain the strength I lost, I can feel your presence, I can feel your might
Help me, I'm giving myself to you...
Northern lights, majestic curtains in the sky
Regenerate my soul, make me whole
Northern lights, the entrance into another world
Let me be the one to find the true meaning of life
I was lost but now I'm found, I can finally see you, I know you're real
I can hear the crackling noise as I'm walking through the snow
I am at peace, there's hope
Aurora, untainted celestial ray of light
Give me the strength to carry on
Absorb this despair grinding on my bones
Help me be the man I once was
I never believed in miracles, prophets, gods or saints
I've put my faith in cosmic energy and things I can empirically explain
For so long I though I couldn't be saved, I believed I was damned
Until I saw your colors, until I felt you're watching over me
I can feel you...
Northern lights, majestic curtains in the sky
Regenerate my soul, make me whole
Northern lights, the entrance into another world
Let me be the one to find the true meaning of life
Guide me through this longest night
Regenerate my soul, make me whole
Northern lights, give me peace and strength to carry on
Let me find the true meaning of life, help me be the man I once was
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Midwinter Apathy Beli Manastir, Croatia
Midwinter Apathy is a melodic metal project from Beli Manastir, Croatia.
The band was founded by Tomislav Farkaš
and Jakov Grepo in 2019.
Their debut release The Unknown Presence came out as a demo on December 21 2020.
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